"dont, break dont break my heart or I'll break your heart shaped glasses"

Yea, so like I cant use the laptop as of late because of Norton 360. It'll let me sign into my messengers but once i go to message someone it wont let me see what they typed or what I typed for that matter. FUCKING COMMIES!

I had a heart to heart with Justin the other day. I think he actually listened to me for once because he's actually started to include me on things instead of pushing me aside. It makes me feel good to know that he's actually taking my feelings and stuff into consideration. I can honestly say that I really love him and hes going to make a great husband and father.

I miss Jimmy. It's not the same without him around on a daily basis. It's been since Feb. since I last seen him. I know that we both need to lead our own separate lives and all but it's just not the same without him around. It's like theres this huge void in life where he should be but its empty. I know he's there and I know I'm talking like hes dead and all, but its just not the same. He's my best friend, I love him to death and theres not a second of the day that goes by that I dont think about him.Back in the day he used to be the only thing that kept me going and to this day he still is. I mean, Justin has that effect on me too I wouldnt leave this world for anything because i have the 2 of them.

WEll I better get going there were some other things that I wanted to talk about and vent off but the journal just kinda went in a different direction. I guess its my subconscious kicking me in the ass